33 Weeks - Moving right along...

How far along?  33 weeks (5/24/12)

Total weight gain:  Up six pounds total    

  

Size of baby:   Durian  (According to the Bump) (never heard of this fruit before)

Milestones (What Baby Center Says:):

This week your baby weighs a little over 4 pounds (heft a pineapple) and has passed the 17-inch mark. He's rapidly losing that wrinkled, alien look and his skeleton is hardening. The bones in his skull aren't fused together, which allows them to move and slightly overlap, thus making it easier for him to fit through the birth canal. (The pressure on the head during birth is so intense that many babies are born with a conehead-like appearance.) These bones don't entirely fuse until early adulthood, so they can grow as his brain and other tissue expands during infancy and childhood.
Also including the Bump this week.... 

Your baby at 33 weeks

· He's keeping his eyes open while awake.

· He's also starting to coordinate breathing with sucking and swallowing.

· His bones are hardening.

· And he going through (more) major brain development -- that's one smart baby!

I am also including a blurb from the:  I.am.pregnant.com at 33 weeks...
This has a lot of detail for the week:
Your baby weighs about 4.4 pounds at this point. The crown-to-rump length of your baby is approximately 12 inches and the total length is around 19.4 inches. Measuring from the top of your uterus to your bellybutton is 5.2 inches. Total weight gain at this point of pregnancy is usually 22 to 28 pounds.

With the exception of crying, your baby is capable of doing everything that a newborn baby will do. Your baby is restricted now inside of the uterus, but still can kick and move. Your baby sleeps a lot of the time, just as newborn babies do. Your baby's eyes move in the manner of REM sleep and researchers believe that babies can dream vividly in uterus. When your baby is awake, she is listening, feeling and learning. There are billions of neurons in the brain that make trillions of connections. Your baby will probably have settled into the birth position by now and your caregiver can most likely tell which way your baby is presenting. If your baby were to be born now, the lungs would probably be strong enough to function properly, but your baby may still need extra care from specially trained doctors and nurses.

Your baby's eyes open during alert times and close during sleep. The eye color is usually blue, regardless of the permanent color as pigmentation is not fully developed. The final formation of eye pigmentation requires exposure to light and usually happens a few weeks after birth.

Maternity clothes?  I am wearing both maternity and non-maternity.  Today - I am wearing all maternity my Black maternity trousers and my light blue maternity shirt.     

Food cravings or aversions:  Nothing this week.  Sweet cravings are not as bad, pretty good actually.
 

Sleep:  Sleep has been pretty good this week.  I still have a hard time falling asleep.  There are many nights where I am in bed, exhausted, but still awake.  I try to read and I succumb eventually.  Lots of thoughts, worries and planning going on in my mind.  I love sleeping with my pillows and I have finally got it perfect.  Ahhh.  I still wake up once a night (at least) to go to the bathroom.   

Symptoms:  Another good week this week!  I will take it!! Yes.  I was so afraid to be in the same pain I was in a few weeks ago.  It may still come, but now it will be for 6 weeks, not 10!!  I am tired by the time I leave work....that has been consistent...but the pain in the lower pelvis is doable (I only feel sharp pains for small periods in the day, not a constant sharp pain like before).  I feel the sharp pains at work (after sitting for a while) and in the car driving.  I hope it stays this way for the next SIX weeks.  Today I had a sharp Charlie horse pain on my upper left thigh.  Painful!  I hate Charlie Horses!!  It lasted about 5 minutes.  I read that if you lift your toes up, the pain passes!  It works!  But I would drop my toes and the pain would return (again and again...this happened a few times)...the Charlie horse needed to run its course.  I guess.    

On Tuesday (5/22/12) I had to my SECOND Bio Physical Profile (BPP) ultrasound at the OB office.  The ultra sound tech was the same (nice to have some consistency).  All was perfect!  I was so glad to go to this appointment because the baby was quiet on Tuesday, with not a lot of movement.  There was no concern from the tech or the nurse.  Must be because we were moving around a lot that day.  Daddy came this time, that was nice!  The baby was way up high, with the head around my belly button and the back/spine on my upper stomach (under my breasts).  The baby is breech, but the tech said it's still early and the baby could still move.  I thought it wouldn't matter (since I will have a C-section), but the tech said it would be good to know the status just in case I go into labor quickly and they can't stop the labor.  I was happy all was well, thank God.  I hope the BPP's all go this well. 

After the ultrasound I went upstairs to see the nurse (Beth).  She was very thorough.  She said my sugar numbers were good, but some were border line high and that I should test more often during the day.  (I think my sugar numbers are awesome).  She asked me to lay day to hear the heart beat...I was glad Daddy was there to hear it as well.  She was able to locate the head on my belly (next to the belly button) and told me to circle her hands so I could feel it.  That was insane.  I had her have Alex try it too.  Cool.  She seemed to be studying my chart as she came in the door.       

Thank goodness everyone seems to be over the flu, cough and breathing issues (me, mom and Anderson).  Yeah!  Lets see how long it lasts.   

My first Non-Stress test at the hospital was a bit stressful!  All turned out ok (which is key), but I was there for three hours!  The nurse was new and had a hard time finding the heartbeat.  She made me nervous. Really nervous.  Then she made me annoyed because she just wasn't getting it and was making me feel like I was somehow doing something wrong (or worse, that there was something wrong with the baby).  By the end I was mad.  There was nurse shift change in between.  The doctor who was on call (Dr. Savage) had to deliver a baby in between.  All factors that delayed my time at the hospital.  My mom came with me and she kept saying - let there be a delay with the staff as long as there are no problems with the baby...we can wait all day.  She's right.  I know.  But I had some plans I wanted to accomplish before picking up Anderson, which I didn't get to do.  Plus they seemed so disorganized.  Oh well.  After I met with Dr. Savage for a few minutes (she treated me like a kindergarten teacher, not very impressed with her) I went over to pick up Anderson at school and we went home.  I was still annoyed though out the evening, but I guess I just have to give my time to the doctors/hospital during these appointments and not make plans.  If this had been morning and I had to go to work...I would have NOT have functioned well.   

I did change my second Non-Stress Test for Friday 5-25-12 to 9am so I could come to work.  Bummer, I had wanted to work from home so that if the appointment was stressful I wouldn't have to drive an hour to work and still be more stressed...we will see how it goes. 

Seeing as I am writing this on Friday (5-25-12) I already had my second BPP.  I should technically wait for next week to document this, but...this week was better.  I was still there for 2 hours, but it wasn't so bad.  I waited a half hour to even get into a room, but the same "new" nurse was there.  Ugh. I was instantly annoyed.  However, she found the heartbeat in about a minute (as opposed to twenty minutes last week).  Then it took another hour and half to do the test and wait for the doctor.  She said my blood pressure was a bit high, but she checked it 3 additional times and it was fine.  Dr. Dennis was on call today (yeah she is my doctor!).  It was anti-climatic since she didn't ask me much...she just said everything looks good and signed off on the paperwork.  (Last week Dr. Savage probed me with lots of questions, no happy medium).  Also, Daddy came and kept me company for the visit.  I think he liked hearing the heart beat but he was bored after an hour or so…

Medications:  There has been no change on my insulin amounts this week.  I am currently taking 130 units of NPH at night time to help with the fasting numbers (with the goal of having less than 90 for fasting and less than 120 two hours after meals).  The numbers have been excellent in the morning!  In the 70's.  I can't believe it.  I think that is awesome, because they have always been in the low 100's.  I am still drinking a glass of milk and eating a tablespoon of peanut butter before bed and I will continue to do so as I believe it is helping with the numbers.  I continue to take 40 units of NPH in the morning (before breakfast). 

I continue with BP medication twice a day (no change).  I have been taking my pre-natal every day and continue to take folic acid every day and on most days I take a DHA vitamin with dinner (I am NOT forgetting as much now).  

I was a bit concerned because I finally got the letter explaining the anemia and instructions to take an iron supplement (from my OB’s office).  Apparently I have to take TWO tablets and I shouldn't take them with my pre-natal.  Nice of the doctor to mention that.  So now I take my pre-natal with the DHA at dinner.  And I take the iron with the blood pressure in the morning and bedtime.  Since I have been constipated and it will only get worse with the iron, I have begun (today) taking one Colace with the iron supplement.  Hopefully that is all I need. 

I continue to take calcium chews, but a little less frequently.  I eat a lot of yogurt and my daily cup of milk may cover me.  Maybe?  I will have to buy more chews...

Gender:  Not known.  No change.  Not feeling strongly either way.    I wish I knew.  I may have to look.  I need to know if I have to think of a boy name, because Alex and I haven't agreed on a name yet. 

What I'm looking forward to the most:  Meeting my baby.  Having a successful 6 weeks.                  

Worries:  Baby's health, my health and getting through the remaining weeks in good health.  We also have a small party planned for Anderson for his birthday - which (as much as I try not to) is stressing me out.  I can't help it, as party planning is not my thing and having people over to the house is always a stress inducer. 

My worrying thoughts in my mind do not seem as bad this week.  I have had a rough "month" or so with my thoughts/feelings/consuming worries.  I feel a lot better this week.  Not for any reason.  Except, I have worried to the point of annoying myself.  Worry does nothing but rob you of your time and peace.  I continue to pray for guidance and peace... 

What is different this time around:  I worried last time and I will worry this time...not much has changed.  I feel a lot bigger this time around and more tired. 

Miss Anything?  A relaxing drink...

Movement:   Same as last week.  I still feel the kicks, but not as much as before.  I still love the kicks, as a reminder to me that the baby is ok.   The baby kicks more at night.  

Labor Signs:  None.  Continue to feel Braxton Hicks (hard belly) occasionally (maybe once/twice a day…longer at night).      

Best moment of the week:  Making it through the weekly Ultrasound and BPP with no issues.  I love the kicks at night, I love talking to the baby and telling him/her that mommy is looking forward to meeting him/her. 

Big Brother moment of the week:  Anderson still doesn't really understand that a baby is coming to live with us.  I am telling him more and more that a baby is coming.  Anderson is all consuming of my time/energy, including planning his birthday party.  I can't imagine loving two little humans as much as I love Anderson...but everyone tells me it will happen.  My heart is going to explode with love!! 

SIX WEEKS TO GO!!  Four weeks until full term!  June 21, 2012 I will be considered full term.  The baby could come anytime after that!  Maybe I will have two June babies!!   

32 Weeks - The calm before the storm...

How far along?  32 weeks (5/17/12)

Total weight gain:  Up four pounds total   

  

Size of baby:   Squash  (According to the Bump)

Milestones (What Baby Center Says:):

By now, your baby weighs 3.75 pounds (pick up a large jicama) and is about 16.7 inches long, taking up a lot of space in your uterus. You're gaining about a pound a week and roughly half of that goes right to your baby. In fact, she'll gain a third to half of her birth weight during the next 7 weeks as she fattens up for survival outside the womb. She now has toenails, fingernails, and real hair (or at least respectable peach fuzz). Her skin is becoming soft and smooth as she plumps up in preparation for birth.

Maternity clothes?  I am wearing both maternity and non-maternity.  Today - I am wearing my Black maternity capris’ and my purple non-maternity shirt with the ruffles.     

Food cravings or aversions: Nothing this week.  Sweet cravings are always lurking waiting to make it self known.  No aversions...I think it is safe to say I have no aversions ever.       

  

Sleep:  Sleep has been Ok this week.  I feel like I have insomnia.  I dream of hitting my bed and sleeping.  Then when the time finally comes, I'm so wired I stay awake for an hour.  Not sure what that is about.  It might be because I have a lot on my mind.  Still sleeping with 4 pillows.  I love it.  I feel all snug as a bug with my pillows.   

Symptoms:  A good week this week ... a calm week.  I do see a pattern, with feeling refreshed in the morning, but by the end of the work day I am tired (sometimes I think I may need to pull over for a nap)!  The pain in the lower pelvis area has been ok and bearable (I hope I didn't just jinx myself).  This morning (5-17-12) I felt some pain in the pelvis...but it has past.  I hope it stays this way for the next 7 weeks.  I have a sneaking suspicion it will not.  

On Tuesday (5/15/12) I had to my first Bio Physical Profile (BPP) ultrasound at the OB office.  The ultra sound tech was the same one I cried to when I had an emergency ultrasound after the OB could not hear the heart beat back in January.  I recognized her, but she did not recognize me.  She asked if I knew the sex of the baby and I said no, so she said she wouldn't even go near the area.  The baby past all the required tests with flying colors!  Yeah.  The baby is practicing breathing!  The baby had the hiccups too.  This is amazing... the tech could see the baby's hair in the ultrasound!  How cool is that?  I know I will not have a bald baby!  So amazing.  I was smiling ear to ear.  The only thing the baby did not cooperate with is showing her/his face.  The baby was way up high and facing my back in the fetal position.  She said everything was perfect.  Thank God.  I was happy. 

After the ultrasound I went upstairs to see the OB (Dr. Coffee).  He spent 5 minutes with me.  There wasn't too much updating since I was just there on Thursday.  He did say my blood work showed I was anemic and for me to take an iron supplement.  I hate to take more pills to cause even more constipation, so he recommended I take a stool softener once or twice a day.  He was happy with the sugar numbers and said they look good, except for the night out to dinner - which was high at 175.  He told me NO pasta nights.  Dr. Coffee, he seems ok.  But I hate how he just looks at my chart as he walks in the door...that is always nerve wracking.     

My cough is getting better.  I still took the nebulizer this week, but have not had to since Tuesday.  I think I may be getting over this cough...but it likes to linger.  Unfortunately I saw that Anderson had a runny nose today.  Lets hope we are not all sick again next week. 

Tomorrow (5/18/12) we will have our first Non-Stress test at the hospital!  I still remember being so nervous when I went with Anderson!  Hopefully all will go fine.  It is the strangest thing-driving up to the hospital by yourself.  I'm so excited to have reached this point!  This is feeling so real now.   

I asked my boss if I could work from home on Fridays.  He's concerned that others may want Friday off and the department would be short staffed.  He asked if I could try to make the appointments later in the day so that I could come in to the office and leave early.  I said I would try.  At this point that seems doable, but I remember with Anderson feeling so overwhelmed that I couldn't come after all the appointments.  I think it is because I was staying late after I arrived.  I will not being doing that this time around.  I will see if I can change some of the upcoming visits and take it from there.  

Medications:  I am currently taking 130 units of NPH at night time to help with the fasting numbers (with the goal of having less than 90 for fasting and less than 120 two hours after meals).  The numbers have been excellent in the morning!  For the past week the numbers have been under 90.  Shocking.  I think it is because I am drinking a glass of milk and eating a tablespoon of peanut butter before bed.  As for the evening, some days are high, but most have been ok.  I continue to take 40 units of NPH in the morning (before breakfast). 

I continue with BP medication twice a day (no change).  I have been taking my pre-natal every day and continue to take folic acid every day and on most days I take a DHA vitamin with dinner (but I tend to forget).   I have also started to take an iron supplement.  I continue to take calcium chews.  

Gender:  Not known.  No change.  Not feeling strongly either way.   

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What I'm looking forward to the most:  Meeting my baby and knowing if it is a boy or girl.  Settling into a routine after the baby is born.                

Worries: Baby is getting tight in the there...hope she is ok.  I just want to get through the last couple of months in good health. 

I can't help but worry and wonder if two will be too much to handle.  Are we in over our heads?  I know it is going to be rough at first, but will we get into a routine.  Is Alex up for the challenges?  Is he working too much, making him too unavailable to his family?  Or am I just needy?  Will two be too much for my mom?  For Me? 

I do feel blessed to be pregnant as there are many people who dream of having one child and can't.  I even wished I could have a third baby...so what is my issue?  I worry.  I can't shut it off.  I wish I could.  I waste so much energy.  I am afraid of the unknown.  Some people thrive on the unknown and have more confidence in themselves.  Unfortunately I do not. 

I have never felt more joy in my entire life since the birth of Anderson.  Somehow being a mom suddenly altered ME.  Now a second pregnancy...and another significant future change.  And I do not deal well with change.  Even little changes.  Every small change in my life is always greeted with an overwhelming sense of anxiety and worry.  Fear is the constant companion of change in my life.  And I don’t know how to fight it.  One step at a time.  I pray for guidance and confidence.   

What is different this time around:  I think about how stressed I got with Anderson around this time.  Especially with all the appointments and insulin.  Since I know what to expect (relatively) I don't seem that overwhelmed YET.  We will see how that goes.  I was looking at some notes and I noticed it was around my 33rd week that leg cramps became an issue.  Lets see...

Miss Anything?  Nothing.    

Movement:   I noticed a significant decrease in the force of the kicks during the day, but still lots of movements.  At night I can still see my belly move.  I love it. 

Labor Signs: None.  Braxton Hicks (hard belly) occasionally (maybe once/twice a day).      

Best moment of the week:  Awesome ultrasound!!   Passing all the test scores and seeing the baby's hair.   Also low sugars in the morning. 

Big Brother moment of the week:  Anderson got a cute outfit to wear on the day he meets his little sister or brother.  I love it.  I wanted to get a matching one for the baby but we did not get it since it says little brother or little sister.     

SEVEN WEEKS TO GO!!  Five weeks until full term!  Exciting times.   

Week 31 (dated May 10, 2012) - Status Quo

How far along?  31 weeks

Total weight gain:  Up two pounds total   

  

Size of baby:   Pineapple in the Belly! (According to the Bump)

Milestones (What Baby Center Says:):

This week, your baby measures over 16 inches long. He weighs about 3.3 pounds (try carrying four navel oranges) and is heading into a growth spurt. He can turn his head from side to side, and his arms, legs, and body are beginning to plump out as needed fat accumulates underneath his skin. He's probably moving a lot, too, so you may have trouble sleeping because your baby's kicks and somersaults keep you up. Take comfort: All this moving is a sign that your baby is active and healthy.

Here is the BUMP for this week (I can relate):

Welcome to week 31. Can you believe all five of baby’s senses are fully developed? He also keeps getting smarter. That’s probably good to know, since you might actually feel a little dumb. You’re not! It’s just that many moms-to-be find themselves acting absentmindedly during the third trimester. Some say that “pregnancy brain” isn’t a proven physical ailment, but can you think of another time in your life when you’ve had more on your mind than now? We’re guessing no. That right there is enough of a reason to be so forgetful. From 31 weeks on, you’re bound to feel a lot of the same symptoms -- some may get worse, some may become bearable. And you might start to have more trouble getting around as you get heavier and feel more and more short of breath. Remember not to push yourself too much. It’s good for you and baby to get some exercise, but definitely take breaks to rest as much as you need

Maternity clothes?  I am wearing both maternity and non-maternity.  Today - I am wearing my Khaki capris’ and brown short sleeve shirt (both maternity).   

Food cravings or aversions: Nothing this week.  Sweets seem to be calmer (thank goodness).  No aversions...     

  

Sleep:  Sleep has been Ok this week.  I have been sick with bronchitis so I have had difficulty. 

Symptoms:  No major symptoms this week.  Just tired and that is mainly due to me coughing and having difficulty breathing due to a cold/cough congestion.  The pain in the lower pelvis area is more so in the late afternoon, but not bad this week.  I will take it!  I hope it stays this way for a while! 

On Tuesday (5/8/12) I had to visit my PCP because I was coughing a lot and having difficulty breathing.  I literally had to sleep sitting.  I was so exhausted.  She determined I have bronchitis and told me to use the nebulizer with asthma medication (no steroids) and take some antibiotics (AND to rest a lot). 

I met with the nutritionist on Tuesday and she was happy to see I had not gained weight.  She suggested I eat tic tacs when I get the urge for sweets!  She said no further appointments were necessary but I could schedule something in the future if needed.  

On Thursday (5/10/12) I met with the OB (Dr. Coffee).  He was ok.  Not overly personable. He looked at my chart as he entered the room.  That is troublesome.  They assess on the spot.  He asked me about my sugars and how I am feeling.  One thing I wasn't expecting was for him to say you are on insulin in the morning and at night - that's it?  Last time (with Anderson) when I doctor looked at the chart he said that is a lot of insulin which made me so nervous.  The OB also looked at my age, confirmed I was having a scheduled C-section and advised me to think of having my tubes tied if this would be my last baby.  I asked how much longer the surgery would be, and he said 5 minutes.  He said this is commonly done and an easy procedure.  Something to think about.  Not sure why, but him saying that I am turning forty and suggesting the procedure made me sad.  It is reality though.  I wanted more kids, but I feel too old and too unhealthy to have more (not to mention poor).  We heard the heartbeat and it was wonderful.  The doctor found it with no trouble and no heavy prodding (unlike the nurse last week).  Hurray. 

The OB also scheduled routine blood work (to check for anemia, the paperwork said CBC).  So after my visit with the OB I went to the lab.  I was so upset when the blood drawer asked me if I was having twins. I said, no I am just a big girl.  You would think she would have more tact.  That's so rude. 

The weekly Bio Physical Profiles are set for every Tuesday at the OB office (at 3:30) and Non Stress Tests are set for Friday at the Birthplace (at 2pm).  I will also have OB appointments every week.    I still need to schedule a meeting with my boss and request to work from home on Fridays.  I hope he agrees as this is when I got overwhelmed, exhausted and extremely emotional when pregnant with Anderson.    

Medications:  I am currently taking 130 units of NPH at night time to help with the fasting numbers (with the goal of having less than 90 for fasting and less than 120 two hours after meals).  The numbers are ok.  Some days are high, and then other days are low.  I continue to take 40 units of NPH in the morning (before breakfast). 

I continue with BP medication twice a day (no change).  I have been taking my pre-natal every day and continue to take folic acid every day and on most days I take a DHA vitamin with dinner (but I tend to forget).   I continue to take calcium chews.  

Gender:  Not known.  No change.  I'm sick of thinking about it.   

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What I'm looking forward to the most:  Holding my baby and knowing all is ok with him/her.                

Worries: Getting too huge and becoming disabled.  The effects on Anderson, Alex being a good dad, me being a good mother/wife, the future...same ole stuff!  Party planning for Anderson's 2nd birthday has consumed my thoughts.   

    

What is different this time around:  Not really doing much in preparation for this baby.  I did put a list together and we do have to get some stuff done...in due time we will be scrambling with this baby...

Miss Anything?  Went out with the girls on Friday (5/11/12) and I would have enjoyed a drink.  Oh well…soon enough.  I feel like an alcoholic always missing the booze.  Go figure. 

Movement:   Lots and lots and I love it.  I love seeing my belly move!  I tried to have Anderson feel it but he wouldn't sit still long enough.  Even Daddy doesn't sit long enough (too bad).  I think it is the most amazing thing!!  I will miss this when the baby is too big to move around (which I believe is coming soon). 

Labor Signs: None.  Maybe one Braxton Hicks (hard belly) this entire week.  Nice!    

Best moment of the week:  At night time when the baby is really active.  There was one day at night where I swear my belly did a rattle and roll that was so insane.  I loved it.   

Big Brother moment of the week:  I told Anderson that the baby was coming to live with us and he replied very excitedly and said Yeahhhh.  He said the baby is coming from the sky.  So cute.   

EIGHT WEEKS TO GO.  Keep growing my fruit....

30 Weeks - Quiet Week

How far along?  30 weeks

Total weight gain:  Up Five pounds total     

  

Size of baby:   Cucumber (According to the Bump)

Milestones (What Baby Center Says:):

Your baby's about 15.7 inches long now, and she weighs almost 3 pounds (like a head of cabbage). A pint and a half of amniotic fluid surrounds her, but that volume will decrease as she gets bigger and takes up more room in your uterus. Her eyesight continues to develop, though it's not very keen; even after she's born, she'll keep her eyes closed for a good part of the day. When she does open them, she'll respond to changes in light but will have 20/400 vision — which means she can only make out objects a few inches from her face. (Normal adult vision is 20/20.)

A head of cabbage looks so much bigger than a Cucumber!!
Maternity clothes?  I am wearing both maternity and non-maternity.  Today (Friday May 4, 2012 - I am wearing regular clothes, but my pants are unbutton.)   

Food cravings or aversions: Sweets.  Seems a bit better this week.  No aversions...     

  

Sleep:  Sleep has been Ok this week.  The trouble has more to do with Anderson not sleeping well, not this baby!!   I still have all my pillows!

Symptoms:  After the past two weeks, I needed a good week and this was a good week.  Thank goodness.  I still had some pain in the lower pelvis area, but not too much and not for too long.  Thank God. 

On Tuesday (5/1/12) I had a series of doctor appointments.  I had my regular OB weekly appointment.  We heard the heart beat.  She (the nurse practitioner) had a hard time finding the heart beat, but she eventually did.  She was heavy with the wand.  It's funny how some doctors have a gentle touch and some stab you with it.  She was a bit wishy washy with some of her comments and not too sure what the next steps were.  She wanted to set up the Bio Physical Profiles (BPP) - weekly ultrasounds to check for any issues with the baby - beginning in two weeks.  I had them at Mass General last time, so I presumed they would continue there.  NO.  They do it in the OB office now.  We also need to set up Non-Stress Tests (NST) with Salem Hospital's Birthplace (also to start in two weeks).  The NST checks the activity of the baby and the contractions.  I also need to continue with my weekly OB visits.  So we are talking THREE appointments a week.  This is going to be hard.  I would be freaking out if it were not for the fact we did the same schedule with Anderson.  The BPP and the NST should be a few days apart so the monitoring will be stretched during the week.  We will see how the schedule goes.  I'm hoping to work Tuesdays from home (and have the BPP at 3:30 after my mom gets home) and work from home on Fridays (with the NST at 2pm).   We will see if that happens. I will schedule a meeting with my boss next week to keep him up to date.  

Another appointment on Tuesday was for the Diabetes specialist and he said I am doing very well.  He altered the medication a little.  He told me to schedule another appointment in one month (I thought that was far).  I will continue to update him on any significant updates via the patient gateway and my weekly OB visits.   

Lastly we had a Sizing ultrasound at Mass General Hospital to check the growth of the baby.  Baby is at 3 pounds 5 ounces - 55 percentile.  All appears to be well.  I am so happy!  I thought she was going to tell me the baby was in the 100th percentile!!  I feel so big.  We scheduled a sizing ultrasound for June 1, 2012 (and confirmed that the BPP should be handled at the OB office).   For the first time I was finally ok with this doctor (I still prefer Dr. Barth).   All in all a good Tuesday! 

Medications:  I am currently taking 125 units of NPH at night time to help with the fasting numbers (with the goal of having less than 90 for fasting and less than 120 two hours after meals).  The numbers continue to be on the higher side, especially at night (after supper).  I have increased the NPH units in the morning (before breakfast) to 40 (as per my doctor appointment on Tuesday). 

I continue with BP medication twice a day (no change).  I have been taking my pre-natal every other day *(or just half a day) and continue to take folic acid every day and on most days I take a DHA vitamin with dinner (but I tend to forget).   I started to take some calcium chews. 

My breathing is good but I feel a cold coming on and I am congested.  I may need to up my inhalers this weekend.       

Gender:  Not known.  Again, I really want to know so I could do some finalizing (names, clothes, sleeping arrangements).  I have no strong feeling either way.  I wish something would come to me, but I have no motherly intuition.  I guess I feel more toward a girl because I am feeling a lot more kicks than I did with Anderson.  Or maybe it is because I want that mother/daughter bond I have with my mom.  In the end I want a health baby, so it doesn't matter. 
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What I'm looking forward to the most:  Holding my baby and knowing all is ok with him/her.                

Worries:  The effects on Anderson, Alex being a good dad, me being a good mother/wife, the future...same ole stuff!   

    

What is different this time around:  Not seeing Daddy Nest.  He was super hyped up to have everything prepared for Anderson.  Not this time. 

Miss Anything?  No.   

Movement:   Lots and lots and I love it.  Sometimes the movements are a little softer but I still get some kicks and I love it.  I had the lap top on my belly the other day and the baby must not have liked it and I felt the hardest kick!  Hee Hee.  Also Anderson had a hard time sleeping so we slept on the recliner and after a while the baby was kicking up a storm.  I eventually had to go to the couch because my belly was starting to hurt.   
   

Labor Signs: None.    

Best moment of the week:  The ultrasound at MGH, when the doctor said all was good.  Also feeling the baby kick while Daddy was getting his US citizenship papers!  That was fun. 

Big Brother moment of the week:  Anderson grabbed his Elmo and brought it to my belly to give Baby a kiss.  Totally unprompted.  I loved it! 

NINE WEEKS TO GO. 

24 month - May 2012 - Almost TWO

Dear A,

Happy Birthday Bubba Boop.  I love you more than anything in this life. 

My life changed for the better on June 4, 2010.  I didn't realize it then, but now I know I am different human being.  I am better because of you.  I love being your Mommy and I love you insanely.  Thanks for making this the best time of my life.   

Happy last monthly birthday of your ONE's.  This is the last month we can say - "he's one."

I love you so much Sunshine.  

Love
Mommy

29 Weeks - Holy Fastness Batman - Time is flying

How far along? 29 weeks

Total weight gain:  no change (up four)    

  

Size of baby:   Acorn Squash (According to the Bump)

Milestones (What Baby Center Says:):

Your baby now weighs about 2 1/2 pounds (like a butternut squash) and is a tad over 15 inches long from head to heel. His muscles and lungs are continuing to mature, and his head is growing bigger to make room for his developing brain. To meet his increasing nutritional demands, you'll need plenty of protein, vitamins C, folic acid, and iron. And because his bones are soaking up lots of calcium, be sure to drink your milk (or find another good source of calcium, such as cheese, yogurt, or enriched orange juice). This trimester, about 250 milligrams of calcium are deposited in your baby's hardening skeleton each day.

Butternut Squash looks so much bigger to me than an Acorn Squash!!

I like what the Bump says this week as well - your baby at 29 weeks!

• He's getting a little cramped in there, since he's growing so fast. But you probably already realize that, since you're getting all those jabs and kicks.
• He's growing white fat deposits under his skin, and his energy is surging because of it.
• Feel a subtle twitch? It might be baby hiccupping.

Maternity clothes?  I am wearing both maternity and non-maternity.  I feel more comfortable in maternity tops (since they are longer and not so snug).    

Food cravings or aversions: Sweet cravings are still present and making themselves known.  Ugh I have to stop.  No aversions...     

  

Sleep:  Sleep has been good this week.  I'm exhausted and I feel the most comfortable sleeping with all my pillows.  I have a pillow on each side of me now (and I still sleep in a more upright position).  Poor Alex, he grabs my hand once in a while, I think he misses me and has a hard time finding me with all the pillows everywhere (hee hee). 

Symptoms:  This week had some stress.  On Monday afternoon (4/23/12) I was going to leave work a little early because my mom wasn't feeling well and I wanted to get home to take care of Anderson so she could rest up.  I went to the bathroom, like I always do before I leave work because it takes me over an hour to get home, and I noticed bright blood on my pantiliner.  OMG, my heart sank.  I thought this must be normal.  So I went back to my desk and Googled 'bleeding in pregnancy third trimester'.  The first thing I read (BabyCenter) said that bleeding in the third trimester is not normal call your practioner as soon as possible.  So that is what I did.  The receptionist said she would let the nurse know and call me back.  I waited.  Two minutes later the nurse called and she asked me a bunch of questions.  She said the office was going to close soon so she thinks I should go to the birthplace to get checked out, but she was going to call the doctor and confirm and get back to me.  I decided to leave the office anyway, so I went to the bathroom again and didn't see any new blood and just then the baby kicked so I felt much better (although it was a softer than normal kick).  By the time I got back to my desk I already had a message from the nurse telling me to head to the birthplace and they would be expecting me.  Off I go with a lump in my throat and a fast pace in my step - my adrenaline was pumping. Thank god I wasn't feeling the same pain in pelvis that I did last week or I would have taken much longer to get to the hospital. 

I decide NOT to call my mom since she said she wasn't feeling well.  I thought she may panic and throw up (since she felt sick to her stomach).  I decided not to call or tell anyone because I would sob all the way to the hospital.  So I held myself together and only got a little teary on the train and in the car.  I canceled walking via text (we always do a group walk and have dinner on Monday nights with the girls).  I tried to remain calm - 28 weeks and a few days is enough to live, this baby is ok.  We are ok.  Well I decided to call Alex to see if he could get home and take care of Anderson since I didn't know how long the hospital would take.  What if I had to be admitted? He was in Melrose tearing apart a bathroom and he still had 3 hours left of work and they were in the midst of dismantling this antique bathroom with tons of cement.  He couldn't leave.  I cried.  I told him I was ok, and felt no pain, but I was scared.  He assured me that I shouldn't worry to wait and see what the doctor says before I panic.  He said to let him know as soon as I knew something.  I immediately regretted calling him, because now he has to work with a heavy heart not know what is going on.  I needed to get myself together so my blood pressure wouldn't rise.  I put on some classical music and tried to remain calm.  It was a long drive but I made it.  I grabbed the first spot I found (which come to find out is a reserved spot for doctors, oops).

At the window the receptionist is on the phone and a nurse is waiting behind her.  I gave her my name and the nurse says come on in I have been waiting for you.  She seemed so nice and eager to see what is going on.  I was surprised I wasn't asked any financial questions (name of insurance provider, employer, etc).  She wanted to get a urine sample.  I was trembling but relatively calm (I guess I was calm, I wasn't crying or anything).  She had me hop on the bed, she asked me questions (has this happened before, any contractions, is the pain from last week better, do I have a fever, anyone at home sick, etc). 

Finally the monitor is hooked up and heartbeat found!!  YEAH.  I am happy.  My blood pressure was perfect (wow, shocking).  My sugars (that I tested myself) are fine.  The doctor performs an internal exam and then checks my cervix.  Nothing is unusual and the cervix wall is hard.  The monitor is hooked up for about an hour or so and there are no contractions and the baby is moving a lot and not stressed.  THANK YOU GOD!  I followed up with the OB on Tuesday (4/24/12) and all seems ok and no more bleeding. 

I get home at 7 and my mom looks so pale/sick.  I told her that everything is fine, and told her all about the hospital visit and the bleeding.  She was  relieved all was good and she said she was surprised that I didn't come home sooner!!  Come to find out she had a stomach bug (and Anderson too).   

My pain from last week seems a lot better.  I still get some pain but not as bad.  I still haven't figured out how to use the support belt, but I have to.  The OB (Dr. Kalinda Dennis) said the pain is going to get worse before it gets better, especially as the baby gets bigger.   

Medications: I am currently taking 120 units of NPH at night time to help with the fasting numbers (with the goal of having less than 90 for fasting and less than 120 two hours after meals).  The numbers continue to be on the higher side, especially at night (after supper).  I have increased the NPH units in the morning (before breakfast) to 32 (beginning on Thursday 4/26/12 - after my call with Dr. Parseghian on Wednesday afternoon). 

I continue with BP medication twice a day (no change). 

I thought I may get the stomach bug (Wednesday night 4/25) because I had some stomach issues (and Anderson and my mom both had the stomach bug) but that seems to have passed (so I skipped the Colace for most of this week)

I have been taking my pre-natal and continue to take folic acid every day and on most days I take a DHA vitamin with dinner (but I tend to forget). 

My breathing is good and I have used the inhalers on a limited basis.     

Gender:  Not know.  This week I really wanted to know.  Not sure why but I guess with all the drama and pain and doctor visits I want to know what's in there causing this much action in my belly!!  Alex and I were going to open the envelope on Tuesday morning, but Anderson woke up sick and we never got around to it.  I'm leaning toward girl this week.  The nurse at the hospital said she thought it was a boy....hmmm. 

What I'm looking forward to the most:  Holding my baby and knowing all is ok with him/her.                

Worries:  I worry about my body giving out too soon and being in a lot of pain during the last TEN weeks. 

    

What is different this time around:  Not preparing the nursery and buying a bunch of things.  I did prepare a list of things we need for Baby B#2.  The list is long so we better get cracking.  Also, I determined my maternity.  I am going to be home for three months (not four like last time), bummer. 

Miss Anything?  Not really (big drink maybe to help with the stress). 

Movement:   Lots and lots and I am very happy about that.  I don't feel the belly move as much, so the kicks are getting softer.  Poor baby, must be getting tight in there. 
   

Labor Signs: None.    

Best moment of the week:  At the hospital when the doctor said all was fine after our scary bleeding incident.  

Big Brother moment of the week:  Anderson enjoys pointing to my belly and saying baby.  He also points to his belly and says baby.  When we snuggle on the couch or glider Anderson lays on my right side and leaves plenty of room for my belly and baby.  Surprisingly he's relatively gentle.  I have started to tell Anderson that baby will be coming out soon to join us (he has no clue). 

Here's hoping for a quiet week….

Week 28 - Third Trimester - in like a lion

How far along? 28 weeks

Total weight gain:  no update, feels like a hundred      

  

Size of baby:   Rutabega (According to the Bump)

Milestones (What Baby Center Says:):

By this week, your baby weighs two and a quarter pounds (like a Chinese cabbage) and measures 14.8 inches from the top of her head to her heels. She can blink her eyes, which now sport lashes. With her eyesight developing, she may be able to see the light that filters in through your womb. She's also developing billions of neurons in her brain and adding more body fat in preparation for life in the outside world.

Maternity clothes?  Pretty much the same as last week; I wear both maternity and non-maternity.  I have some non-maternity shirts that are ok still.  

Food cravings or aversions: Relatively calm week.  I still crave sweets.  No aversions...     

  

Sleep:  In bed I have a hard time falling asleep, but once I'm down, out.  Last night I didn't even woke to go pee.  I fall asleep pretty easily on the couch (seems like every time, even if I like what's on)!  I continue to sleep in the upright position with lots of pillows and I am awake for some time before dozing off.   My cough is much better and all but gone (thank goodness).  And my breathing seems a lot better as well.  

Symptoms:  This week was a hard week for me.  On Monday morning (4/16/12) I woke up with the largest charlie horse!!  It was reminiscent of my painful leg cramps with Anderson.  I sobbed.  It lasted 5 minutes or so, but for the rest of the day I was pretty pain free…until Tuesday afternoon (4/17/12).  After lunch I started to feel lots of pain and pressure on my lower stomach (lower ab area).  What is this pain?  I figured it would go away (like the hard belly, braxton hick type contractions I feel occasionally).  But no, as the night approached I felt even more pain.  Like keel over in pain kind of pain.  It stopped me in my tracks.  I took a warm/hot shower and it helped, yeah!  But on Wednesday on my way to the subway I started to feel this achy sharp pain in my lower ab and had to literally stroll (very slowly to the office).  I sit in an office all day but I still felt some pressure, especially after lunch.  I started to feel lots of pain and as the afternoon progressed I wondered how I would get home.  I started to panic ... is this what life is going to be like for the next 12 weeks?  Is everything ok with the baby, am I going into labor?  So of course, I Googled my symptoms and I found that this pain is normal.  I had a little pity party and cried at my desk.  I couldn't stop crying.  Eventually, I slowly walked to the train and back to my car with some/lots of pain and as soon as I got home I took a shower (which made me feel much better).  By bedtime I was having serious pain again and decided to take a second shower (which helped).  On Thursday (4/19/12) I woke up with the same constant pain in my lower pelvis area and decided to call the OB.  I thought they would want to see me, but the nurse asked a few questions (to make sure it wasn't labor or some type of virus) and told me that what I was feeling was normal.  The ligaments in my abdomen are stretching due to the weight of the baby.  This is painful and par for the course, especially with second babies.  Apparently the muscles have been stretched with the 1st baby and now have no ability (or little ability) to hold the baby.  She suggested I take Tylenol (as needed, every 6 hours and it is fine to take while pregnant), hot compress (no worries for the baby, unless I over heat myself), hot showers, and a support belt.  The nurse went on and on about the support belt.  I am hesitant because I think I will feel uncomfortable and not want to wear it.  However, since I was in pain, I called the woman and set up a fittling.  ON Friday (4/20) I left wearing the support belt and still feeling some pain (it was a little better) but I felt the belt was too tight and I as I commuted to work I couldn't feel the baby.  So after stressing about my baby I took the belt off at work and within a few minutes I felt some quicks.  Now I have to figure out how to use this belt and see if I can get use to this...       

Medications: I am currently taking 110 units of NPH at night time to help with the fasting numbers (with the goal of having less than 90 for fasting and less than 120 two hours after meals).  The numbers continue to be on the higher side.  On Saturday (4/14) I started taking 10 units of NPH in the morning (before breakfast).  I have increased this amount to 15 units. I continue with BP medication twice a day (no change).   Lately, I have started taking Colace daily and sometimes skip my prenatal (because of  constipation).  I continue to take folic acid every day and on most days I take a DHA vitamin with dinner (when I don't forget).  My breathing seems a lot better so I do not need my inhaler as much.   

Gender:  Still no idea.  I want to guess boy because I keep referring to the baby as a he.  I was tempted to look at the envelope but I did NOT.  My mom is tempted to go up and look at it, but I don't think she has yet. 

What I'm looking forward to the most:  Holding my baby.  Also, having my body back.              

Worries:  I worry about my body giving out too soon and being in a lot of pain during the last couple of months.  Eleven weeks to go...we can handle this.  Right?  Bring it on.     

    

What is different this time around:  If I recall correctly I was feeling fine at 28 weeks.  I started to feel this overwhelming fear of my body losing it around 34 weeks (with leg cramps and pain).  I am 6 weeks early this time.  Yikes. 

Miss Anything?  I miss NOT having pain in my belly (and maybe a drink to help with the stress)!                  

Movement:   Lots and lots and I am very happy about that.  As I type this (Friday 4/20/12 afternoon) I am feeling hiccups for the first time (at least it feels like constant little jabs).  I hope to get Anderson to feel the belly move.    

       

Labor Signs: None.  Keep on cooking little one.  I can take the pain.  Bring it on! 

Best moment of the week:  We have started to reconstruct a portion of our back yard into a play area for our kid(s).  We are designing it with the intention that two kids will play there!!  I know it will be Anderson this year, but I have visions of sitting out there with both my kiddos.  I love the thought of both of them playing together (and driving each other crazy). 

Big Brother moment of the week:  Anderson has enjoyed playing outside this week; he has enjoyed looking at the blooming trees & flowers, seeing lots of birds, watching planes overhead and helping Daddy shovel dirt in the backyard.  I mentioned to Anderson that he will be teaching his new baby brother or sister so much new stuff this summer (in a very eager tone)!!  He seemed so excited (but he doesn't seem to understand what I am saying, just my tone of excitement).  Anderson is going to be a great teacher and this baby is so lucky to have him.  He makes us laugh all the time; his sibling is going to love him.  (I pray pray pray).       

Until next week….